not a happy camper!

Oh Jayden, why are you so cranky? I think you cried more today than you have ever done in your short little life so far...I feel like I must be missing something for you to be so unhappy :( I love you so much it hurts to think about sometimes, and I don't know what I would do without you. You were awake all day today, other than a couple really short cat naps, and you were sooooo tired! You cried and cried and were inconsolable and it hurt my heart not to be able to make it better. You are eating well, and you pooped today, and you aren't super gassy like some days..so what's wrong my little man? Momma is so tired and cranky too..I'm doing my best not to let you feel that negative energy by not letting myself project it, but it's hard! It's 10pm now and you have had your bath and your bottle and are now sort of dozing in your glider.. I hope you sleep well tonight and feel better in the morning. You're spending the night with Nana tonight, she and Tyler are leaving tomorrow and I'm sad to see them go. It's been great seeing you bond with them, and seeing how much Nana loves you.. I know she is going to be sad to say goodbye, so will I. I wonder how you will be the next few days without all of her cuddles. Every morning since they came you have greeted her with the biggest smiles, you're too young to really know it yet, but you love her to death :) I wish they lived closer so you could see her all the time. Hopefully before you get too big we can go visit them in England! Anyway, I'm gonna go and watch some TV and try to recover from a long day, I hope you can do the same! Please sleep long and well monkey butt, you need your rest!

Momma Loves you! xxxx