For the first time in the year and a half that you came into my life, I've had to leave you for an extended period.. Your Auntie Sher bear needed help, and she lives far away..so for the last week and a half I've been out in Florida helping her out while she recovers from surgery. Mummy has her hands full, you went and decided to get sick on her while I was away and you've been giving her a rough time. I miss you and mummy so much little man! I see you on Skype every day and I look forward to you blowing kisses to me and singing rolie polie with me and your insane giggles as I kiss the camera.. As hard as it has been for all of us, I think the time with you and mummy on your own will have been worth it in the end, the two of you needed some time with momma out of the picture. You are doing so much now...learning new words every day, counting to three, you can show me a green block and tell me it's green...so many changes so quickly and I know that when I come home in a few days you will be so different already.. 4 more sleeps till I get to hug and kiss your face and tell you in person how much I've missed you and how much I love you. You've had a hell of a month...Croup, then momma going away, croup comes back and pink eye comes with it, then a virus and some random fever and a trip with mummy to the hospital..I feel so bad that I'm not there to comfort you through this all but I know you are in good hands. My arms feel empty without you Jayden...I look back on my life before you were here and I can not imagine what I did with my time...how did I fill all the hours that are now entirely devoted to you? I don't want to remember, because without you and mummy in my world, there is nothing else that matters. Momma will be home soon baby, get those kisses ready for me!! See you soon!
Momma loves you! As long as I'm living my baby you'll be!!!
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